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No power, riches or glory. Just a simple life with the people I love and who love me. There are days when I feel that I would be content to live the rest of my days with the simple life. I don't need fancy cars, make-up, season tickets to the ballet. But that is only because I already have so much, that I expect more. And because I feel underutilized. Yet I'm not really afraid of mediocrity anymore. Perhaps because I am confident enough now that I'm not. ********* The scariest thing for me this past week, I think, has been realizing that I actually really did fall in love with him. Everything else I said was just to fool myself that I wasn't, to protect myself from being hurt. We all do. But its over now. We have to move on. But I really did love you! That's all I want to tell him. But I won't. I can't. The hurt we inflicted on each other seems to have frozen everything between us. In a certain funny way, I can't talk to him anymore now, because I know that my feelings for him were real. Then again, I could just be dramatizing everything way over the top. I'll write - but only when the love - and hurt - fades away. Wei Ting hopped on at 3:30 AM 0 Comments: |
having a divine time in the US
「甲午?争与近代中国和世界 」 Korea Focus 2004 Sep-Oct 「中国的中日?系史研究」 「日本と韓国・朝鮮の歴史」 (Long reading list bequested by Nishimura sensei)
Secret Garden "Chaconne"
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