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Thursday, February 17, 2005

40 leg bends
20 hamstring stretches
40 other hamstring stretches

60 leg raises with 1 kilo bag of rice strapped onto my ankle
60 more leg raises on my side
and 60 more leg bends

and on my own initiative, 100-200 crunches a day.

I'm going to have Legs of Steel in no time *pokes fat*
at the very least, be fitter than I ever was before my accident.
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Wei Ting hopped on at 2:40 AM

Saturday, February 12, 2005

Its been so long since we last met, that I can hardly tell if it is the memory I have of him, or the person himself thats really causing me lost sleep.

But how else to explain, checking e-mail a hundred times today in hopeful anticipation (only to be crestfallen each time, not even a kiss from gaidai helped), doing the most embarassing thing - a google search - with the most delightful discoveries, and most bewilderingly, that unstoppable flood of memories...

Of what could have been, of pregnant pauses in conversations loaded with sensual promise never fulfilled, of one gaze locking another far across the room, of that one-line cellphone message burnt into your memory "Im coming to find you", of achingly suppressed desire because you didnt dare to let yourself fall in love with him.

And now, you cant tell if youre in love with him or your memory of him, or simply just in love with being in love.

This has nothing to do with V-day, I swear.
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Wei Ting hopped on at 5:02 AM